[Faith-talk] more updates, big decisions, financial woes.

[Beth Taurasi]

Hey all,
So my boyfriend and I started hunting around. Well, the hunt is not 
going too well. All the places I've found so far have year long waiting 
lists, closed their application process, or the list is simply too long. 
We're not waiting all our lives for housing, of course. For me, I'd 
rather have a place with better management. But I'm gonna lose my cell 
service for a day because some unsupportive family and friends don't see 
the light. They just want to point their finger at me and blame me for 
not making good decisions. Well, given DVR's unsupportive measure toward 
buying a new laptop, I am forced to do expensive measures to get the 
thing delivered here, set up, etc. I was unaware of some of the setup 
process before I bought the pc, now the expense is huge. The computer 
payments have ransacked my budget. I cannot tell you how stupid people 
think this decision was. We want to wait six months so I can pay off my 
laptop. But the big thing is that my family is unsupportive, my friends 
are blaming and pointing fingers at me, and I feel that God isn't here 
sometimes. Like I'm aware he's there, but what about my life! If I ask 
my parents to pay anything, they will likely make me move from here to 
Florida where there is no chance for me to do things on my own and where 
the proper treatments for Border Line personality are unavailable. Not 
without a huge drive and lots of gas. My family probably wouldn't 
bother. I do not wish to engage in such relationship with them.
Rant over. Prayers needed for all these things. I'm sorry if perhaps my 
prayer will never be answered.

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