[nabs-l] Hello. Wanted to post something to the list.

[Sarah]

I cry every day.  I hate relationships, especially long whtance 
ones they never work.

 ----- Original Message -----
From: "Dave Webster" <dwebster125 at gmail.com
To: "'National Association of Blind Students mailing list'" 
<nabs-l at nfbnet.org
Date sent: Tue, 12 Feb 2013 14:13:11 -0800
Subject: Re: [nabs-l] Hello.  Wanted to post something to the 
list.

Yea thanks.  I think she did get scared but we had actually 
talked about
that.  I mean hopefully we can talk but I'm not sure.  Its gonna 
take some
time to get over this.  I've been going through a lot of crying 
spells.

-----Original Message-----
From: nabs-l [mailto:nabs-l-bounces at nfbnet.org] On Behalf Of 
Gloria G
Sent: Tuesday, February 12, 2013 11:55 AM
To: National Association of Blind Students mailing list
Subject: Re: [nabs-l] Hello.  Wanted to post something to the 
list.

Hi,
I am so sorry that happened to you.  You seem like a really nice 
guy and I
think she just got scared.  Maybe after things cool off you guys 
can talk and
figure out what happened.  Well I hope you feel better.  Try 
doing something
that is fun for you just to get your mind off things.
----- Original Message -----
From: "Dave Webster" <dwebster125 at gmail.com
To: "'National Association of Blind Students mailing list'"
<nabs-l at nfbnet.org
Sent: Tuesday, February 12, 2013 1:44 PM
Subject: [nabs-l] Hello.  Wanted to post something to the list.


 Hello all.  I'm Dave.  I am not a student right now.  I have 
bipolar
 and am unable to handle the stress of going to school.  I know 
that
 this may be off the topic of this list but I wanted to post it 
anyhow.
 I just got out of a relationship.  It was a long distance one 
whare
 she lives in Michigan and I in California.  We started talking 
at the
 beginning of January right after new years.  We didn't mean to 
but we
 started to hit it off really really well.  About a week or so 
later
 she bought plane tickets for me to come out there to Michigan to 
see
 her.  If I liked it out there then I was most likely gonna stay 
and be
 with her.  Right now I live in a board and care facility.  It 
turns
 out that for a couple of weeks probably when she bought the 
tickets or
 pretty soonn after she began having doubts and fears about the
 relationship.  I had my doubts and had my fears as well and knew 
this
 was a normal thing.  We talked about them but a few days later 
she
 called the relationship off because there were some symptoms 
which
 were rather minor ones that she said she couldn't handle.  It 
turns
 out that she is now tomorrow going to see this guy in Colorado.  
Mind
 you she doesn't know this guy and she didn't know me either but 
I feel
 like we had something.  I feel like my emotions were played with 
and
 I'm really hurt.  I was just wondering if any of you who want to 
could
 help me through this.  I've been going through a lot of crying 
spells.
 During this time on January 10th I lost my grandma.  She was 90 
and
 had bad dementia and died in her sleep on the evening of the 
tenth.
 So I am trying to work with 2 losses right after another.  
Loosing my
 grandma and loosing Terri.  Terri was someone that I could love 
and
 did love and still do.  I wish she wouldn't go to Colorado.
 This guy that she's going to see has anxiety and depression as 
well
 and she found him on a sight for people with mental illnesses.  
Maybe
 if any of you want to we could talk off list.  I've been going 
through
 a lot of crying spells and sometimes I need help through them.  
My
 friends, which by the way I don't have a lot of I feel like they 
may
 not be able to understand what's going on.  I feel like I wasn't 
good
 enough for her.  I'm just really really hurt.

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