[nagdu] Good-bye my sweet angel

[Cindy Ray]

Jenny, first of all, I feel your pain, I really do. Been there, done that. My guide, Spencer, when I gave him away, I thought I would just die, and it was a long time before I got over it. But there was something I learned that was at once painful and gratifying. The dog received a lot of love; he went through two or three different owners after me through circumstances. They were all good to him; all of them loved him. He adapted well, and when I had him I would have never thought that would happen. I think he was over me much, much sooner than I was over him. He is loved; he will not be berating you for abandoning him. Dons don't work that way. What should have been wasn't, now you are free to move forward as you grieve him--and you will--but you can move forward. Just move cautiously, remember him, the good and the bad, and be glad he was a part of your life.
CL