[Blindtlk] [Blindly] Just Venting!

Mon Jun 1 23:51:30 UTC 2015

I will as soon as I am able to get a Brailer. The last time my case
was closed I didn't know I'd have to go through this test but I had to
take the math portion with no Brailler. Surprise surprise.

Danielle

On 6/1/15, Judy Jones via blindtlk <blindtlk at nfbnet.org> wrote:
> Can you call them back now and stay on top of your situation with the
> agency?
>
> Example:
>
> I'll pass your case onto so-and so.
>
> Question:  When can I expect to hear back?
>
> If they can't give you a date, call the next week, and put a reminder to do
>
> so on your calendar.
>
> Also, at the end of your conversation, say something like, "Next steps:
> What are the next steps to follow?"   Also ask for a time-line, and if they
>
> can't give you one, you give them one.  For instance:  "Okay, I'll check
> back with you in three days."  Then put that reminder on your calendar to
> call them back on that date, and keep at it until you get results.
> Counselors and clients should work equally, but sometimes the client should
>
> work harder than the counselor, because client is buying into their own
> success.
>
> Hope these ideas help you with a game plan.
>
> Judy
>
>
> -----Original Message-----
> From: Danielle Antoine via blindtlk
> Sent: Monday, June 1, 2015 10:31 AM
> To: Blind Talk Mailing List
> Cc: Danielle Antoine
> Subject: Re: [Blindtlk] [Blindly] Just Venting!
>
> That should've read a contributing member of society not a cindy
> contributing member of society.
>
> Okay, thanks for clarity Cindy. Glad we're all on the same page.
>
> Judy,I don't know We have NFBL, ABL, and Voc Rehab. I am pretty sure
> Voc Rehab rules it although since they are the ones who usually fund
> folks to go to the training centers. At least that has always been my
> understanding. When I say they didn't pursue, she asked what I was
> interested in and said she'd pass my case on to someone and they'd get
> back to me and no one ever called back. I like the voacational school
> option quite frankly I wish I had known that was an option from jump
> for the same reasons you mention and am open to it but problem is I'd
> have to move further into town and I'm pretty sure the options for me
> at that school are very limited. I am not interested in electrician or
> welding or mechanics and refrigeration for instance. Or, I'd have to
> move to a bigger town 45 minutes away with 2-3 2-year colleges. I just
> need to save up money  and get help with housing since this is NOT
> usually an option. You know nobody wants to have you staying with them
> for too long if you can't pay what they are asking. What I don't
> understand is why I have to wait so damn long when some of my friends
> only had SSI and had no time waiting for a housing voucher and got
> into a house or apartment within a couple of months!
>
> Chris Yeah okay. Somehow I had an Office 2013 that I had purchased but
> couldn't find the card with the Product Key. If I didn't throw it out
> I might have 2007. This is ridiculous. I don't know why we keep going
> back and forth with accessiblility. Better when we could put a disk or
> CD-ROM in and Go.
>
> So continuing on. Not sure why all of my vent message didn't post.
>
> So Anyway, I didnt know I WAS expecting. So I am looking at jungle
> stuff but I didn't mention anything as I was not particularly sold on
> that. I did find girl colors in that theme, butthat is not her
> mother's style. I was looking for girly but in her mother's taste.
>
> I mentioned to my mom about my plans to get an idea about space
> restrictions, but nothing about a jungle theme or anything. Next thing
> you know a week later bags of stuff start piling in for my niece
> including jungle stuff. She bought that car seat I had in a zoo theme
> too. Everything from the gear to her clothes and toys too. Some
> borrowed, some new, some hand-me-downs, from Goodwil and everywhere.
> It didn't take all that. I didn't need any help. How did she know I
> had gotten as far as the jungle? And why did they contribute all
> things my children were into and stuff I had bought for them? And I
> certainly didn't need to be teased, mocked, and defeated like that.
> This doesn't feel like honor, appreciation, celebration and blessing!
>
> Why didn't she partner with me or ask if she could instead of asking
> about in the community like that? Hear come Minnie and Mickey Mouse (I
> had my first son's nursery done in that theme), zoo, farm, jungle (you
> may as well say safari too cuz it's all the same), fairies (which my
> only daughter loved), Disney Princess (she could've just done that),
> flowers, butterflies, ladybugs (my daughter's favorite), Sesame
> Street, Thomas the train (we used to collect engines and pieces as a
> family), Cars and Cars 2 (which my youngest son liked), cats, bunnies,
> dogs, pink and green (which are MY sorority colors), and just plain
> neutral colored gear as well. They already get all the latest name
> brand clothes and shoes as ssoon as it comes out. All her clothes look
> like the types of clothes I bought for my daughter on down to the
> little headbands. Eventually, my youngest sons umbrella stroller
> showed up. How that is possible I don't know but what I do know is
> that one afternoon I came home to find my husband had gone into the
> attic and gotten all of their stuff down and called a cab to bring it
> to the local homeless shelter. Nothing was said over hear when I
> inquired about the stroller and car seat.
>
> So I looked around to see what she didn't have, and bought a little
> farm themed walker that she could push around which prompted more farm
> toys showing up and hints about buying a bigger cow print car seat
> which I *did not*. How did they know I looked at that too? I started
> this journey on my Dell desktop, and continued on my Dell laptop. My
> mom did have her older brother's big car seat in the attic.
>
> I wanted to do that just to take the pressure off her and my mom
> because she had moved around a lot since the birth of her son and
> couldn't locate much of her stuff.  After all, my sister knew what she
> was having. She's a girl, right? She wasn't supposed to get pregnant
> after her son was born, right? She had a miscarriage, a stillborn, and
> then her son. And she had not prepared. I am done with my bratty
> spoiled niece though. The rest of the other 7 or 8 maybe them too.
> That is what so hurtful! So many more babies while I was prevented on
> every hand from preparing for mine, stressed, and pressured, and
> denied. That is why I say me and my children have been murdered. I
> never signed any papers to be sterilized in any way so not sure why
> folks are acting like this is the end of my mothering career. Some
> things were special to me and my other children and I wanted to pass
> those on, and share with them while starting fresh with my taste and
> ability.
>
> Even stuff I had put on a registry I started for myself had been taken
> for others. Amazon does not sell out of most things as soon as I put
> it up there. What I didn't buy, I had planned to give as gifts later
> on. Thanks for reading. But still let me know if a list of all those
> patterns in one place would be helpful, and what's been your
> experiences in this department?
>
> Danielle.
>
> On 5/31/15, Szostak, Christine via blindtlk <blindtlk at nfbnet.org> wrote:
>> HI,
>>   Probably not the best two, but both WordPad and NotePad are very basic,
>> sometimes perhaps too basic. There is also OpenOffice. All of which I
>> believe are free. Someone feel free to correct me if I am wrong. Hope
>> that
>> helps.
>> Peace,
>> Chris
>>
>> Dr. Christine M. Szostak
>> Assistant Professor of Psychology
>> Department of Social Sciences
>> Shorter University
>> Rome, Georgia
>> szostak.1 at osu.edu
>> cszostak at shorter.edu
>>
>> -----Original Message-----
>> From: blindly [mailto:blindtlk-bounces at nfbnet.org] On Behalf Of Judy
>> Jones
>> via blindly
>> Sent: Sunday, May 31, 2015 12:12 AM
>> To: Blind Talk Mailing List
>> Cc: Judy Jones
>> Subject: Re: [Blindly] Just Venting!
>>
>> regarding your computer issues, Am guessing you have a PC, contact the
>> Microsoft Accessibility line, and they may be able to help you.  Their
>> number is (800) 936-5900.
>>
>> Regarding Cindy's message, I think she was trying to say to stay focused
>> on
>> a goal.
>>
>> Judy
>>
>> -----Original Message-----
>> From: Danielle Antoine via blindly
>> Sent: Saturday, May 30, 2015 8:43 PM
>> To: Blind Talk Mailing List
>> Cc: Danielle Antoine
>> Subject: Re: [Blindly] Just Venting!
>>
>> Cindy what do you mean by I don't have to go after every little thing?
>> I'm just trying to be responsible and be a contributing member of
>> society.
>> After all, the Bible says if a man (person) don't work, he don't eat. And
>> yes I do go after opportunities, opportunities that will benefit me but
>> Not
>> hurt anyone else. Why should I just sit still?
>> That will only cause me to gain weight which I can't afford to do. I'll
>> try
>> though I don't know what that will result  in but more frustration and
>> disapproval and sadness from those in my ear and air space. I get tired
>> of
>> hearing yucca yucca yacka all damn day and being mocked constantly okay?
>>
>> Ray, Your points are well taken and for the record I never took offense
>> with
>> any of your messages, everyone else's included. I just get tired of being
>> suddenly and seemingly forcefully unfruitful.
>>
>> Chris, I like your suggestions very much. Do you know of a very simple
>> word
>> processor. Because, I just bought Office 365 and went to install it just
>> now
>> and my computer won't even allow me to enter the last 2 numbers of the
>> Product  Key. Anyone know why this is so? As I stated I just fixed this
>> laptop. Same thing happened with my Dell laptop when I tried to install
>> the
>> Hot Spot card in-store and at-home. I am not that technical. Oh well,
>> peace
>> to all else and good night.
>>
>> Danielle
>>
>>
>>
>> On 5/30/15, Ray Foret Jr via blindtlk <blindtlk at nfbnet.org> wrote:
>>> Hold on a second.  Pam is with the NFBL.  Please keep in mind I'm not
>>> saying you necessarily need the adult program at the center.  I don't
>>> know you:
>>> so, can't tell.  as for Voc rehab, they and I fell out a long time ago
>>> too:
>>> so, you see, I personally do understand your feelings about that bunch.
>>> Still, I offered what I did in the hope that perhaps Pam might know
>>> personally of resources outside those channels.  Besides, she's a good
>>> person to talk to and I suspect you could stand that about now.
>>>
>>>
>>> Sincerely,
>>> The Constantly Barefooted Ray
>>>
>>> Still a happy Mac, Verizon Wireless iPhone 6+ and Apple TV user!
>>>
>>> Sent from my Mac,
>>> the only computer with full accessibility for the blind built-in
>>>
>>>> On May 30, 2015, at 6:46 PM, Danielle Antoine via blindtlk
>>>> <blindtlk at nfbnet.org> wrote:
>>>>
>>>> So when you say agency for the blind I am assuming you mean Voc Rehab.
>>>> Been there done that. I got a Bachelorthen was working on a Master's
>>>> when it all fell apart. I could continue though after further review
>>>> of the program I realized I was probably in the wrong program like
>>>> there is a difference between M. Ed. and M.A. Anyway, I have
>>>> forgotten why I chose that and what it actually is good for. Went
>>>> back to them for another bachelor and also to buy some time to get
>>>> myselftogether and work on paying some student loans but they didn't
>>>> pursue. I could try the BEP program which my ex used to do and it
>>>> seems everyone feels that is a good fit for me but it isn't and I
>>>> fear yet another failure beyond my control. I would stay at
>>>> Affiliated Blind of Louisiana (ABL) for that. I would be alright
>>>> workingfor someone already in the program though since I had some
>>>> experience before. How do I find that out thougheven though THAT IS NOT
>>>> my cup of tea.
>>>>
>>>> I get the impression though that once more and again we are back to
>>>> being led toward certain acceptable programs like BEP and VOC Rehab.
>>>> Why does the agency do that and why do we have to go along with it?
>>>> Of course, VR counseling is an option, but I know sighted folk
>>>> definitely get hired in that role without a qualifying Masters
>>>> degree. I got 5 on it I couldn't though. And yes, I been through the
>>>> STEp program at LCB but don't know how to justify going through the
>>>> Adult
>>>> Program.
>>>>
>>>> Thanks Everyone,
>>>>
>>>> Danielle
>>>> P.S. And with all this constant hacking I'm experiencing, I am led to
>>>> think someone might be in need of training but unable or more likely
>>>> unwilling to go somewhere and doing something about me so it is
>>>> easier to harass and shush me to cover up. I could be wrong though.
>>>> Just my thoughtful quiet observation. That or I'm just the wrong
>>>> target in a whole lot of confusion.
>>>>
>>>>
>>>> On 5/30/15, Ray Foret Jr via blindtlk <blindtlk at nfbnet.org> wrote:
>>>>> Danielle,
>>>>>
>>>>> Are you in Louisiana?  Perhaps as a first real step, you might want
>>>>> to give Pam Alan a call.  You'll be calling the Louisiana Center for
>>>>> the blind.
>>>>> Call this number:
>>>>> 800-234-4166
>>>>>
>>>>> I offer this in an effort to actually be substantively helpful.
>>>>> Now, maybe you don't need the adult training program like what I
>>>>> went through, but, perhaps Pam can better direct you to help on a
>>>>> more effective basis.
>>>>>
>>>>>
>>>>> Sincerely,
>>>>> The Constantly Barefooted Ray
>>>>>
>>>>> Still a happy Mac, Verizon Wireless iPhone 6+ and Apple TV user!
>>>>>
>>>>> Sent from my Mac,
>>>>> the only computer with full accessibility for the blind built-in
>>>>>
>>>>>> On May 30, 2015, at 3:14 PM, Danielle Antoine via blindtlk
>>>>>> <blindtlk at nfbnet.org> wrote:
>>>>>>
>>>>>> right on point Ray. My only other options are go to a shelter or
>>>>>> try school again I don't know wwho could be in such need as to ruin
>>>>>> one person's life in particular? I unfortunately have never lied to
>>>>>> the government.I don't know how a person could trump their nees
>>>>>> over innocent children. Young innocent and even a person's unborn
>>>>>> children.
>>>>>> How is that conscionable and all-around excusable?
>>>>>>
>>>>>> Quite frankly, I feel like me and my children have been, in effect,
>>>>>> murdered! What's funny, fun, cool and all alright about that? The
>>>>>> only reason I have written so poignantly hear is to save face for
>>>>>> those who just might be innocent and frankly, I have no where else
>>>>>> to find support since I am not involved in civil rights activism
>>>>>> and I seem to get abandoned and attacked or silenced elsewhere and
>>>>>> just to try and keep reasonably well I share in hope it REALLY WILL
>>>>>> bring true, meaningful help for ME as well as shine light on an
>>>>>> ongoing problem which I KNOW is drastically affecting others. Maybe
>>>>>> someone WILL have the CORRECT solution to stop this madness.
>>>>>>
>>>>>> Danielle
>>>>>> P.S Sad when it feels like there is no help in sight or available
>>>>>> to you and you alone.
>>>>>>
>>>>>> On 5/30/15, Danielle Antoine <singingmywayin at gmail.com> wrote:
>>>>>>> I'll keep trying with the government help.
>>>>>>>
>>>>>>> On 5/30/15, Danielle Antoine <singingmywayin at gmail.com> wrote:
>>>>>>>> Mostly out here, if you don't drive your option is a cab if not
>>>>>>>> family and friends. Pretty much everybody works around here and
>>>>>>>> it's about
>>>>>>>> 20
>>>>>>>> minutes to town so I am on my own. The places I have lived with
>>>>>>>> family and friends since the divorce have been rural so
>>>>>>>> transportation is always an issue. Even checking the papes most
>>>>>>>> of the places available to rent appear to be rural and you need
>>>>>>>> first month's rent and deposit. I could get that in a couple of
>>>>>>>> monts or four time but then I have to have extra to sustain. Any
>>>>>>>> ideas?I guess I'll keep trying w
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>> On 5/30/15, Danielle Antoine <singingmywayin at gmail.com> wrote:
>>>>>>>>> Continuing on. Excuse the typos and lack of punctuation the last
>>>>>>>>> message. NVDa went somewhere else and was silent whenever I
>>>>>>>>> would arrowup, down, left or right so couldn't correct. So what
>>>>>>>>> I would need is continuous, dependable cash, support, my own
>>>>>>>>> children tliving with me, fully functioning dependable
>>>>>>>>> technology, and dependable transportation that wouldn't cost me
>>>>>>>>> so much and a lack of negative interference and lies.
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>> Danielle
>>>>>>>>> P.S I have beneifted from the government phone as well in the
>>>>>>>>> past.
>>>>>>>>> I
>>>>>>>>> now still have a prepaid phone.
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>> On 5/30/15, Danielle Antoine <singingmywayin at gmail.com> wrote:
>>>>>>>>>> Oh and thanks Ray. You know but it seems even everybody is  to
>>>>>>>>>> the point of breaking How convenient. It is all a big act erm,
>>>>>>>>>> race competition to see who can receive help or the most helpor
>>>>>>>>>> and recognition or to get out of wrongdoing. You know like
>>>>>>>>>> verybody wanna plead insanity toget out of making restitution
>>>>>>>>>> for wrongdoing and pass the blame and responsibility to others
>>>>>>>>>> no apologies necessary.
>>>>>>>>>> That's
>>>>>>>>>> what it all seems like to me. I am done leading with my heart!
>>>>>>>>>> People
>>>>>>>>>> are quick to take advantage that way. Peaople who really
>>>>>>>>>> needhelp can't get it because somebody else who don't has beat
>>>>>>>>>> them to the punch.
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>> Judy, the answer is no. I had a plan and was working towards
>>>>>>>>>> independence again and that got shot to hell. I mean after I
>>>>>>>>>> got on SSI, I applied for Food Stamps which I had until the
>>>>>>>>>> courts gave custody to my ex. Then, instead of decreasing me
>>>>>>>>>> they automatically cut me off.
>>>>>>>>>> Meanwhile, I had applied for, with the help of my sister and
>>>>>>>>>> got a job substitute teaching but didn't have ransportation
>>>>>>>>>> going back and forth, was living with another friend for a
>>>>>>>>>> while but wsh suddenly acted like I was a burden before I ever
>>>>>>>>>> got another call. I missed the first call because I had a
>>>>>>>>>> prepaid phone and didn't have any minutes on the phone when the
>>>>>>>>>> call came through. While living with that friend I got a list
>>>>>>>>>> of low--income housing and went down the list for a second time
>>>>>>>>>> and applied to all the apartments I could, but only got
>>>>>>>>>> responses from one particular complex in my mother's name. I
>>>>>>>>>> corrected the letter and told them yes I was interested and
>>>>>>>>>> never heard from them again. Mind you I said second time
>>>>>>>>>> because the first time I had done this when I had my kids with
>>>>>>>>>> me and I also had gotten a housing voucher. I ended up losing
>>>>>>>>>> my voucher because I had to move from my aunt's house since my
>>>>>>>>>> ex would not follow the visitation rules and would pick up the
>>>>>>>>>> children from school and drop them off periodically and my aunt
>>>>>>>>>> became scared which lead to falling out. Now when I checked the
>>>>>>>>>> last time the housing voucher list is closed as usual as it was
>>>>>>>>>> in Baton rouge when I left. I have put in some applications at
>>>>>>>>>> a nursing home here, a grocery store, the movie theater, and
>>>>>>>>>> the school system as a bus assistant but haven't heard from
>>>>>>>>>> them which I am not necessarily complaining about at this point
>>>>>>>>>> because I have stiff joints and fatigue often but I don't have
>>>>>>>>>> enough money saved up to travel everyday. My plan was to try
>>>>>>>>>> and put an ad in the paper for a driver if I got called for
>>>>>>>>>> interview I could do the bus assistant because they would be
>>>>>>>>>> able to puck me up. I had an app for Teacher Assistant as we
>>>>>>>>>> which would work with the bus but that was stolen twice. So, at
>>>>>>>>>> this point I am broke and broken
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>> Danielle
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>> On 5/30/15, Carly Mihalakis via blindtlk <blindtlk at nfbnet.org>
>>>>>>>>>> wrote:
>>>>>>>>>>> Good morning, Danielle,
>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>> What a racket!
>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>> Seems to me, you could be far too invested in, as I like to
>>>>>>>>>>> think of them, have been within my own experience, those
>>>>>>>>>>> animate paper weights every body seems so edgy over. What has
>>>>>>>>>>> worked for me is to utilize the comput for all the things you
>>>>>>>>>>> named I.E. getting travel instructions and relevant spellings,
>>>>>>>>>>> restaurant menus E-mail and the like but for me, no social
>>>>>>>>>>> media, no games, only cursory internet searches but I believe
>>>>>>>>>>> people particularly blind people are duped into believing they
>>>>>>>>>>> need all this shit when, if you just try letting the stuff you
>>>>>>>>>>> don't absolutely need, such as social media, go until such
>>>>>>>>>>> time that you come to terms with your relationship with the
>>>>>>>>>>> role of tech within your personal experience?
>>>>>>>>>>> Of course, this is what has worked for me, you might be like a
>>>>>>>>>>> really dedicated social mediite?
>>>>>>>>>>> Car
>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>> 11 PM 5/29/2015, Judy Jones via blindtlk wrote:
>>>>>>>>>>>> What would it take for you to get out on your own.  Have you
>>>>>>>>>>>> developed a step by step plan?
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>> Judy
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>> -----Original Message----- From: Danielle Antoine via blindtlk
>>>>>>>>>>>> Sent: Friday, May 29, 2015 5:32 PM
>>>>>>>>>>>> To: Blind Talk Mailing List
>>>>>>>>>>>> Cc: Danielle Antoine
>>>>>>>>>>>> Subject: Re: [Blindtlk] Just Venting!
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>> I'm alright but I have had it! I just wanna leave. No more
>>>>>>>>>>>> games,
>>>>>>>>>>>> no
>>>>>>>>>>>> more appeasements, no more peacekeeping efforts on my part, no
>>>>>>>>>>>> more
>>>>>>>>>>>> acting like it's all okay because it's not. Just wanna be on my
>>>>>>>>>>>> own
>>>>>>>>>>>> again
>>>>>>>>>>>> ! I don't need help if it's not the way I need it! I'll be able
>>>>>>>>>>>> to
>>>>>>>>>>>> recover easier once I'm in charge of my own life in my own
>>>>>>>>>>>> space.
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>> Alanna, yeah I know I have my own issues to resolve and that is
>>>>>>>>>>>> why
>>>>>>>>>>>> I
>>>>>>>>>>>> write albeit usually in my space. Problem is, all my spaces
>>>>>>>>>>>> keep
>>>>>>>>>>>> getting taken away with computers always never functioning
>>>>>>>>>>>> properly
>>>>>>>>>>>> in
>>>>>>>>>>>> this way or that. Somebody is repeatedly breaking into my
>>>>>>>>>>>> computers
>>>>>>>>>>>> and everybody else act like either they don't know who it is
>>>>>>>>>>>> and
>>>>>>>>>>>> refuse to make them stop or report them, or it does NOT matter
>>>>>>>>>>>> because
>>>>>>>>>>>> they all have Apple phones and Androids and don't seem to EVER
>>>>>>>>>>>> get
>>>>>>>>>>>> targeted. Frankly, I wwent to post brief ness on FB about it
>>>>>>>>>>>> only
>>>>>>>>>>>> to
>>>>>>>>>>>> find FB is acting up and I can't post. The rest of my blind
>>>>>>>>>>>> friends
>>>>>>>>>>>> don't have these repeated computer problems and it is too the
>>>>>>>>>>>> point
>>>>>>>>>>>> where Windows has even gotten restricted in some places like I
>>>>>>>>>>>> can't
>>>>>>>>>>>> even access the start menu and I just paid $345 less than a
>>>>>>>>>>>> month
>>>>>>>>>>>> ago
>>>>>>>>>>>> to fix this computer, $219 the month before to fix a desktop
>>>>>>>>>>>> but
>>>>>>>>>>>> I
>>>>>>>>>>>> have no speech on it right now or place to set it up, and I
>>>>>>>>>>>> have
>>>>>>>>>>>> one
>>>>>>>>>>>> more yet to go. I had to use MS Office on one that was zapped
>>>>>>>>>>>> and
>>>>>>>>>>>> suddenly couldn't get on the Internet after I just bought a
>>>>>>>>>>>> wireless
>>>>>>>>>>>> Hot Spot card. It wasn't accessible for me and luckily the
>>>>>>>>>>>> company
>>>>>>>>>>>> discontinued it for me. I thought once they switched providers
>>>>>>>>>>>> over
>>>>>>>>>>>> hear all this would stop. Now I have to decide to buy another
>>>>>>>>>>>> battery
>>>>>>>>>>>> and charger for it or try to get Office Depot to put MS Office
>>>>>>>>>>>> 2013
>>>>>>>>>>>> on
>>>>>>>>>>>> this one, which I bought and is supposedly on that desktop. You
>>>>>>>>>>>> know
>>>>>>>>>>>> now it don't come on a CD-rom but a card with download
>>>>>>>>>>>> instructions.
>>>>>>>>>>>> Who can do much of anything without a word processor? This
>>>>>>>>>>>> delays
>>>>>>>>>>>> me
>>>>>>>>>>>> though and I lost months and months of work wich I won't be
>>>>>>>>>>>> able
>>>>>>>>>>>> to
>>>>>>>>>>>> retrieve unless I spend money on a battery and charger for a
>>>>>>>>>>>> dinosaur
>>>>>>>>>>>> as they say which is only 8 years old but totally in working
>>>>>>>>>>>> order
>>>>>>>>>>>> until........one fateful day.....today. They suddenl froze up
>>>>>>>>>>>> and
>>>>>>>>>>>> went
>>>>>>>>>>>> black after I tried to make changes to NVDA. That's not
>>>>>>>>>>>> including
>>>>>>>>>>>> the
>>>>>>>>>>>> $100 in transportation costs to drop off and retrieve them.
>>>>>>>>>>>> Anyway
>>>>>>>>>>>> I
>>>>>>>>>>>> end up losing everything I have saved to the hard drives
>>>>>>>>>>>> because
>>>>>>>>>>>> it's
>>>>>>>>>>>> always an Optimize and Restore order. Makes me wonder if their
>>>>>>>>>>>> isn't
>>>>>>>>>>>> a
>>>>>>>>>>>> key of mine giving access to my computer out there. It all
>>>>>>>>>>>> started
>>>>>>>>>>>> once I divorced my ex and gradually got worse. Rather, he filed
>>>>>>>>>>>> for
>>>>>>>>>>>> divorce 5 years ago and made out like a bandit. That old you
>>>>>>>>>>>> can't
>>>>>>>>>>>> prove it cause your blind bit. Not passing blame but I can't
>>>>>>>>>>>> figure
>>>>>>>>>>>> where this is originating and want it to stop! These are not
>>>>>>>>>>>> fun
>>>>>>>>>>>> games
>>>>>>>>>>>> to be playing with me. I don't know how I could possibly be
>>>>>>>>>>>> safe
>>>>>>>>>>>> by
>>>>>>>>>>>> being shut down. It's gambling. Why do I need a computer?
>>>>>>>>>>>> Simply
>>>>>>>>>>>> put,
>>>>>>>>>>>> to function. Communicate with the outside world, to get
>>>>>>>>>>>> information,
>>>>>>>>>>>> to job hunt, read mail, pay bills, for entertainment as in
>>>>>>>>>>>> plaing
>>>>>>>>>>>> fun,
>>>>>>>>>>>> free harmless games for worthless points, to learn, work, keep
>>>>>>>>>>>> up
>>>>>>>>>>>> with
>>>>>>>>>>>> latest trends inside and outside of the blindness community,
>>>>>>>>>>>> get
>>>>>>>>>>>> addresses so I can plan my cab trips, look up spellings of
>>>>>>>>>>>> certain
>>>>>>>>>>>> words and anames, keep up with my children, shop, etc. It's
>>>>>>>>>>>> just
>>>>>>>>>>>> senseless violence and passive aggression. I do agree about the
>>>>>>>>>>>> individual and family therapy but that likely will never
>>>>>>>>>>>> happened
>>>>>>>>>>>> because black folk don't believe in getting counseling.
>>>>>>>>>>>> Actually,
>>>>>>>>>>>> I
>>>>>>>>>>>> was in therapy when I was in the city. Thanks for the prayers,
>>>>>>>>>>>> hug
>>>>>>>>>>>> and
>>>>>>>>>>>> love.
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>> Danielle
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>> On 5/29/15, River Linda via blindtlk <blindtlk at nfbnet.org>
>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote:
>>>>>>>>>>>>> Danielle,
>>>>>>>>>>>>> Big hug and love to you.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, May 29, 2015, Ray Foret Jr via blindtlk
>>>>>>>>>>>>> <blindtlk at nfbnet.org>
>>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote:
>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Well, Danielle, it sounds to me like you've had this huge
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> pile-on
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> building
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and building and building up for quite a while now.  Frankly,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> seems
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> to
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> me like there are a number of unresolved issues between you
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> your
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> family:  but, the long and the short of it feels like this.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> You
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> are
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> totally blind, and, your family, despite your best efforts,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> doesn't
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> really
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> think of you as even a normal person but just some pitiful
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> poor
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> blind
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> girl
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> to be looked after and pitied and felt sorry for and not let
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> do
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> anything.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Some sighted people feel this way too, believe it or not.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> So,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it's
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> not
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> necessarily a blindness thing:  but, in your case, and given
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> context
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> of
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> your remarks, it sure sounds like that in your case, it might
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> be
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> blindness
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> caused.  It also seems to me that you haven't just sat there
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> let
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> build up:  but rather, that you have made every effort after
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> effort
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> to
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> make
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> a difference:  but now, most recently, something has happened
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> that
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> has
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> caused you either to snap or else feel like you want to.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Have
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> figured
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> out about right?  Danelle, I wish I had a specific answer to
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> all
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> things
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you say:  but, I suspect that some of the blind women on this
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> list
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> might
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> be
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> able to help you better with the specific items you list off.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> merely
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> enter here because I am concerned, and wanted to lend what
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> moral
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> support
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> can to a fellow blind person who, it seems to me, is on the
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> edge
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> of
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> breaking.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Sincerely,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> The Constantly Barefooted Ray
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Still a happy Mac, Verizon Wireless iPhone 6+ and Apple TV
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> user!
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Sent from my Mac,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the only computer with full accessibility for the blind
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> built-in
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On May 29, 2015, at 2:22 PM, Danielle Antoine via blindtlk <
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> blindtlk at nfbnet.org <javascript:;>> wrote:
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I just cannot stand it when somebody say you can do
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> something
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> then
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> let
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> somebody else do it or just prevent you from doing so. Most
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> often,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it's always what I'm doing. Like for instance, my brother
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> sister
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> didn't have jobs wasn't looking for jobs until I started.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Well
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> bless
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> God Hallallujah, thank you Jesus, they both got jobs while
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I'm
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> still
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> sitting at home. In fact, it cost me more because they have
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> transporation and drive whereas, I don't have those luxuries
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> where
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Im located it's really not feasible for me to work even if I
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> was
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> in
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> optimal health. Anyway, my sister followed through with the
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> apps
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> got
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> for her and my brother didn't and my mom allowed it; they
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> both
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> got
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> hired through someone else's efforts in the end. I hoe they
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> keep
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> their
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> jobs this time! They both are lucky and have no problems
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> getting
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> hired
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> with minimal effort! I have a lot of time on my hands so can
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> devote
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> to
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> a few mmindless things that don't require me to think so
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> hard
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> or
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> use
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> much energy. So, why all this unnecessary stress and
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> aggravation.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> For
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> my blind parents, how do you go about picking baby gear on
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> your
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> own?
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> lost my babies oh about a couple of months ago and my other
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> prior
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> three children live with their father. but I had gotten the
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> okay
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> from
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> a couple of friends prior to all this to document pattern
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> descriptions
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and everytime I start I can never get very far do to
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> computer
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> breakage, stealing of software, hacking and such through no
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> fault
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> of
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> my own. As we all know, our technology is expensive and can
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> not
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> easily
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> be replaced in a day or so. Even whene we fix one thing such
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> as
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> laptop or desktop, we still need to install a screen reader,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> now
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> MS Office since it is now not standard and if you have
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> scanning
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> software so it is not off the shelf ready to rock and roll.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> am
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> on
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> SSI only. Believe me, this has to be somebody sighted who
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wouldn't
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> want this job if they had it but I am happy to do it. I
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> really
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> started
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> doing this out of sheer frustration. Since my niece came
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> along,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> adults in her life started buying everything with like
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> characters
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> such when it would've made mor sense for them to buy colored
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> stuff.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Like for real people! They can see things like, tangerine,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> gold,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Everest, purple, onyx, Paisley, Fuschia, Bromley, Go Green,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Cameron,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Saturn, Cowmooflage  and such like that. I mean, really what
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> does
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> that
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> mean to a total who has never seen colors or seen them clear
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> enough
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> in
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> their life? Those are just examples of pattern names And
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> colors
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> which
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> they can esily coordinate accordingly rather than snatching
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> up
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> any
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> everything. My sister knew she was having  a girl and
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> instead
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> she
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> got
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> neutral stuff as well. what ever happened to commonsense,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> courtesy,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> consideration, feelings, and boundaries? My mom denied my
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> pregnancy
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> though so I hope she is happy with my loss on top of me
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> being
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> unable
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> to honor the visitation agreement with my children since she
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> my
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ex
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> have serious beef! I should also mention ther have been
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> about
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 10
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> babies in total born since she has and that is what so
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> angers
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> me
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> even
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> more. Also, most of her things relate back to my own teenage
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> preteen's likes. In fact, my mom bought the exact same car
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> seat
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> had
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> bought for my first son with a zoo theme! I should say that
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> my
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> sister
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> was in jail but she knew what she was having before she went
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> in
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> did not prepare. So about a month before my niece's arrival
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> started
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> looking at gear and stuff for her. I had planned to buy
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> everything
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> she
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> needed since I had saved a little money up, to take the
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> worry
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> from
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> her
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> and my mom who I was sure going fo likely get her and at the
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> time
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> was
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> talking about moving to where we are now with more space for
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> my
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> sisters kids. Of course, I was looking at sex appropriate
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> things
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> for
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> her from the diaper bag to the crib to a few toys and
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> washcloths.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> figure when its coming out of someone else's pocket it
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> shouldn't
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> matter thow much it cost since you didn't have nothing
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> anyway.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> At
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> that
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> time, I wasn't expecting.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
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