HI, jENNY NOONE HAS THE RIGHT TO JUDGE YOU IN ANY WAY. wE DON'T KNOW YOU OR THE CIRCUMSTANCES THAT YOU HAVE HAD TO LIVE THROUGH. I READ ANOTHER OF YOUR POSTS AND IF i HAD BEEN THROUGH YOUR EXPERIENCES i WOULD FEEL VERY VULNERABLE BECAUSE IT WOULD BE SO HARD TO TRUST AGAIN. gOD'S BLESSING TO YOU.