[Faith-talk] blind sence child birth.

[Debby Phillips]

Hi Ashley, maybe for some of us, for a season in our lives, we 
need to stay away from the "brick and mortar" church.  I'm tired 
of being ushered in to a church and then left alone.  I'm tired 
of standing at the edge of a crowd, trying to make contact with 
one person so I can begin conversing.  I'm tired of getting 
involved only to find out that no leadership positions will be 
available for the likes of me.  I have to say that I got closer 
to my friends at the Colorado Center for the Blind then I get to 
most Christians.  I'm almost 60, have been a Christian since I 
was 16.  I don't need to prove myself anymore, and I don't need 
the hassle anymore.  I'm not saying that God can't change me, He 
has certainly done that.  But I guess if God wants me to be 
involved with a group of Christians who meet face to face, He'll 
have to push me into their midst, or put them in my path or 
something.  Otherwise, I'm going to go on to the site that Andrew 
suggested and see what it's all about.  It's better than trying 
to be a Lone Ranger Christian.  Thanks Andrew for giving the site 
address.    Blessings,    Debby