[Faith-talk] blind sence child birth.
Poppa Bear
heavens4real at gmail.com
Wed Sep 4 20:40:42 UTC 2013
Yes mam.
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From: "Ashley Bramlett" <bookwormahb at earthlink.net>
To: "Faith-talk,for the discussion of faith and religion"
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Sent: Wednesday, September 04, 2013 12:29 PM
Subject: Re: [Faith-talk] blind sence child birth.
> Debbie and "Papa bear",
> this is personal so perhaps you two should take it off list.
> Debbie said hers was private, but it was on list. Sharing about where you
> move, when and why and details about it are personal.
> This list is archived. Just a suggestion. Besides, this group should have
> stuff interesting the whole list.
> To send messages to each other, write the person's address in the to line
> and erase the faith talk list.
>
> -----Original Message-----
> From: Poppa Bear
> Sent: Wednesday, September 04, 2013 12:46 PM
> To: Faith-talk,for the discussion of faith and religion
> Subject: Re: [Faith-talk] blind sence child birth.
>
> Hello Debbie, I am glad you were moved to think about these things and
> contact me. That is all the father wants, he wants us to think about this
> stuff and not be silly gooses making excuses for why we aren't close to
> him,
> resting in him and so on. He is not a hard Master, he does have such a
> tender love for all of us, and yes at times I do not live in the reality
> of
> that love, but I try to keep resting in him. If there is one or two things
> I
> am 100% sure of, this world, money, people or status cannot satisfy me. I
> could take a trip to almost anywhere I could think of right now, I could
> buy
> many things that could fulfill my earthly interests, but I know that none
> of
> it can compare to one minute of being intimately connected with him. I
> think
> I have downloaded that book "House of Bread" at one time, but I never read
> it for whatever reason. If you are on the talking book list and down load
> your books, I would maybe think about the House of Winslow series by
> Gilbert
> Morris. There are about 70 books in the series and the story line follows
> a
> family and its different offspring from the inception of America, through
> the wars, industrialization, great depression, up to modern times. They
> are
> not extremely thrilling, but they do have a good balance of God,
> adventure,
> history and romance.
>
> Well I will be praying for you and feel free to drop me a line if you have
> a
> question or thought that you think I could pray about or share my opinion
> on.
>
> In His loving grip
>
> ----- Original Message -----
> From: "Debby Phillips" <semisweetdebby at gmail.com>
> To: "Faith-talk,for the discussion of faith and religion"
> <faith-talk at nfbnet.org>
> Sent: Wednesday, September 04, 2013 6:51 AM
> Subject: Re: [Faith-talk] blind sence child birth.
>
>
>> Hi, I hope you don't mind that I am replying to you privately. It is
>> true that I have a HUGE disappointment, and a lot of anger. I am
>> actually afraid that I can't find my way back to God again. When I try
>> and pray, it is like there is this terrible high wall that surrounds me,
>> except for when I need something. What a childish way to approach The
>> Lord after all He has done for me. But it's where I'm at right now.
>> When I try to read the Bible, my mind wanders away. Interestingly
>> enough, I have been reading two novels, In This House of Brede, which is
>> mainly onbe woman's story as she enters a Benedictine monastery, and the
>> other is about an Order of nuns called Bethanie and the life of a woman
>> who comes out of a life of prostitution and joins the women of Bethanie.
>> I have no idea why I chose to read those particular books at this time.
>>
>> I must have some desire for The Lord deep iunside me because when Iset up
>> my Pandora recently I chose several Christian stations. If you don't
>> mind praying for me I would appreciate it. Blessings, Debby
>>
>> Sent from my iPhone
>>
>> On Sep 3, 2013, at 10:47 PM, "Poppa Bear" <heavens4real at gmail.com> wrote:
>>
>>> Thanks for your words Debbie, and sharing about that none who impacted
>>> your life in such a powerful way. You know I find that much of the time
>>> I become disappointed and disenchanted with the Church it is because of
>>> something that is going on inside of me. I can say I am trying to lean
>>> on the Lord, but if I am honest with myself during those times I feel
>>> that I am really harboring some disappointment inside of me, some sin or
>>> stubbornness. When I am right with the Lord it doesn't matter if there
>>> is ten feet of snow outside, I just want to be in a building where
>>> somebody loves the name of Jesus, where I can hear one sentence read
>>> from the Bible, one song sung together in public/corporate worship. At
>>> that moment, I want to show God how thankful I am for all the blessings
>>> I do have, I want to sacrifice my discomforts, inconveniences and all of
>>> my silly hang ups, I want to bring them to his alter, I want to bare my
>>> crosses. I want to be in a place where I know that somebody has had that
>>> encounter with the Savior, even if I don't talk to them, just to know
>>> that they have been at the same feet. Just to be in a place where there
>>> are hurting people, scarred and broken just like me, full of regrets,
>>> mistakes and shame that can only be taken away by the Blood, that is
>>> what I want the crystallization of my worship to consist of, that and so
>>> much more, things that I can't put into words, but things I don't get
>>> sitting at home fault finding my Lords bride. It is like we are all
>>> mother-in-laws finding faults with our Sons brides to be sometimes,
>>> there isn't any bride or groom good enough for parents, but through
>>> faith and love we press on and still give our blessings.
>>>
>>> ----- Original Message ----- From: "Debby Phillips"
>>> <semisweetdebby at gmail.com>
>>> To: "Faith-talk,for the discussion of faith and religion"
>>> <faith-talk at nfbnet.org>; <faith-talk at nfbnet.org>
>>> Sent: Tuesday, September 03, 2013 8:35 PM
>>> Subject: Re: [Faith-talk] blind sence child birth.
>>>
>>>
>>>> Pospa Bear, you make so much sense. I guess I'd like to just say that
>>>> nobody except the Lord can judge whether a brother or sister is "on
>>>> fire" for God. One of the most "on fire" people I ever knew was a
>>>> Benedictine nun. She loved Jesus with all of her being, but she didn't
>>>> make huge ripples in the world, and many of you would say that because
>>>> she's Catholic she couldn't possibly be Christian. But I watched her
>>>> as she loved the other nuns in her community, as she loved me (she was
>>>> one of my readers) but it wasn't just reading that she did for me. She
>>>> encouraged me when others didn't, she loved everybody. She showed
>>>> kindness when it would have been easy to be mean-spirited. She just
>>>> quietly went about her day, doing what she had to do. She was in
>>>> remission from cancer, and eventually she got sick again. I visited
>>>> her in her room. It was a place of peace, filled with the Presence of
>>>> God. To my knowledge, she didn't protest anything, didn't go on the
>>>> Internet and write petitions or whatever. She just loved God and loved
>>>> the people that God put in her life. When she died, I know there were
>>>> tears, but there was great joy, too. I knew a housemother at the
>>>> School for the Blind in Oregon. She was a kind, loving, wonderful
>>>> woman of God. She loved the Lord and that love that she received from
>>>> Him was poured out on us students. She truly loved us. Yes, she cared
>>>> for us because it was her job, but it wasn't just "a job" to her. She
>>>> actually cared with her heart. I know that many of my friends from
>>>> that school who are Christians are so because of her. So please, let's
>>>> not judge each other about whether someone is "on fire" for the Lord,
>>>> or not, whether someone is "interpreting Scripture truly". Not even
>>>> Bible scholars agree about everything. Blessings, Debby
>>>>
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