[Faith-talk] {Spam?} Re: I don't want to write an ending, or a new beginning... My ... religion ... is about seeing the twist that takes us from the "n" of the word... out of "end" forever.

Sat Jul 16 02:33:39 UTC 2016

Seriously Adam, just let it go. It’s pretty clear that if anything, you need mental help. Seeing “signs” in everyday occurrences is not healthy.
> On Jul 15, 2016, at 10:22 PM, Adam M. Dobrin via Faith-Talk <faith-talk at nfbnet.org> wrote:
> 
> I write off the cuff a lot, I don't really have the patience to proof read
> myself.. and I'm usually happy with what I've written when I go back and
> re-read things--I mean... I try very hard to always do what I think is
> right, and that I am truthful... so when I go back and see something I'm
> not happy with.. like embodying the "lisp of Moses" in an image where I
> said his name was "maraconic" instead of "macaronic," I feel like I should
> at least print a correction.  In the same e-mail I talked a little bit
> about Nanna--who is my ex-wife, and the mother of my only child... I
> pointed out that like Venus is "clothed" in the sun (and is without doubt
> the name being highlighted by Revelation 12:1 see it's sun backwards) I
> briefly commented on the relationship between her and Lot's wife, in that
> her name is clothed in Na--the chemistry symbol for salt.   So the whole
> point of this is I want to explain what I really feel is "my religion,"
> it's seeing the intent of the creator--manifesting itself in our world...
> and I love what I see.
> 
> Instead of a Pillar of Salt, I said I hope that she will be a Pillar of
> Creation--which is a reference to a beautiful place in the sky, a
> birthplace of stars.  Religion to me here, is seeing that this is intent of
> the use of the word "pillar" in the Bible, and I can see how that
> connection might not jump out at the world.. as it links to "Touch Me" by
> the Doors--and the idea that the 6th Seal of Revelation... *the stars
> falling to the Earth*... is not about the sky turning black or about people
> getting thrown down from Heaven... but rather about seeing that we, here,
> on Earth... are the stars being born... in a "Star Search" or ... American
> Idol kind of way.  It makes me happy to see that the 6th seal is actually
> about a song... one that adds light to the idea that Eden is not actually
> in outer space... but rather is the progenitor of Heaven.
> 
> I have lots of personal patterns that have lead me on a certain path.  For
> instance, the name "Vatican" expands in my ... Eye of Ra sort of ability to
> read hidden meaning in names... to "Victory at I see AN."  That "AN" is
> Lot's wife turning around, it's aN instead of Na... and it's about knowing
> that when she does turn around... she will not see a city or world being
> destroyed, bur rather being saved by the fire I am trying to start--one
> that will change quite a bit of how we see religion and freedom.
> 
> In this place, and this time... everything in religion screams my name--to
> me--at least.  I know why, it's because I really am the key to seeing the
> true relationship between hidden technology and both religion and our
> civilization--I am the key to seeing that we are truly a virgin sea
> here--in the dark about things that have the potential to either engender
> miraculous positive change (in the light) or continue in a slow and hidden
> descent into Hell... if they remain secret.  It's really clear to me, and
> really cut and dry--we must know what "mind control" means, and how it's
> related to *absolution... *so back to everything pointing to me... it's
> because I am the person who is going to tell you that *worship and prayer
> are silly things.*
> 
> All of the AD and Adam stuff aside, my birthday and last name, this thing
> about Eden and proving the existence and influence of God through names is
> in bold all around me.  My mother's middle name is Eve... I have a brother
> and sister... their names are Seth and Dawn--they're both older... and FYI
> my parents are the reason I know about this darkness... because they *don't
> get* *any of this.*  My father's name is Ivan... and I've pointed out
> before that if you superimpose Christmas on top of Navidad... you might see
> "Ivan's not Christ... more?  He's dad."  These things scream to me, that
> I'm the right person to talk to.
> 
> *I'm sick of trying to explain how this darkness is happening... *because I
> really don't know.  I see in the book a story that indicates to me that we
> are "voting for it" ourselves.  But I know that's not true, and even if it
> were, that the vote is happening in compete darkness... in a place where we
> do not understand how bright and helpful this message is--and are being
> made to not see it... even when it's pointed out.  I'm starting to see that
> it might be designed to ensure that this message *all comes from me*, in a
> sort of twilight zone where we might all wake up and see I've been
> screaming something that makes a lot of sense... and nobody really
> noticed.  That is what I think ... is happening right now--I think we are
> seeing it.  I also believe that it looks like I am a large cause for the
> darkness--I'm certainly not perfect, and ... well, off the cuff without
> understanding what I've gone through, and what I am trying to do... you
> might see Adam in Eden as being *very* *Not Christ Like*.   It's funny,
> because I've given up pretty much everything and fought with everything I
> have to ensure that this darkness goes away, and that we all get what we
> deserve--Heaven and the truth.  I'm very certain it's me, and that in the
> future... it will be more obvious.... maybe *really obvious *that my head
> is literally underwater and I am doing everything I can to keep our sea
> from parting... and instead to show us the beautify of this message that
> tells me to save everyone, and tells you that we are all really family.
> 
> The "fire of Isaac's altar" has all but destroyed my life.  It's torn my
> family apart, and has me in this place.. where I know without doubt that I
> am very much in touch with reality and the truth, and living in a
> delusional world.  I'm trying to help, and I'm trying to show you how God
> works.  He's made this my only option, I am fighting for my life, I have no
> money, and very few friends... most of the people I've known my whole
> life--people that would have known me to be very intelligent... and
> probably very reckless...  in near unanimity believe me to be insane.  It's
> sad, for me.  It is an example--it's how God speaks--with actualized
> metaphor--by showing us what the problems are.  I know that my legal
> troubles are designed to help this country stop descending into something
> similar to 1984 .. and in my particular case (which I believe is not
> unique) into a world where The Devil's Advocate is happening... in
> reverse... across the country.  There's been a great loss of freedom, and
> what appears to be ... to me ... a civilization crushing lack of regard for
> rehabilitation in lieu of... a system whose focus on retribution is
> creating a downward spiral of increasing incarceration rates, increasing
> unemployment.... and a social status quo that puts such a stigma on our
> "rehabilitated" that it's nearly impossible to actually be that...
> rehabilitated.  We have a system that would rather pay for food and board
> for millions of people in order to torture them with inadequate diets and
> living conditions... rather than actually trying to solve the cause of
> their problems... whatever that is... a drug dependence, a lack of skills
> or education, or a country that believes that pumping fake dollars into a
> magic economy is a way to create jobs rather than inflation.
> 
> I want to share an argument I have, or a thought process, I guess.   I
> think prayer is silly, and I often (in my internal arguments with God)
> compare it to the phrase "let there be light."  Isaac Asimov has a great
> story, it's called "The Last Question," (highly suggest reading it) in
> which "let there be light" is the "gist" of the Last Question.  Just like
> saying those words did not create the light I am sharing, and would never
> create a sun or stars... silently asking God or angels or anyone or
> anything to do something we really want... well, that's one step worse than
> saying it out loud.  I mean, that's how I feel.  So here we are, in this
> place where I think that simply knowing--seeing the proof-- that we are in
> a created world will change it for us.
> 
> I believe this with all my heart, because I see it as the truly hidden
> message of Jesus Christ in the New Testament... that when we find out that
> the idea of Eden being "virtual" helps us to health sick, and feed the
> poor... just by ... not really snapping our fingers--but together figuring
> out how that can be done in a way that does not negatively impact the
> future of our civilization.  For instance, you don't want to get rid of
> cows in exchange for a Golden one, or get rid of bees in exchange for Judah
> "a" Maccabee.. and then have milk and honey on tap--because that doesn't
> create a sustainable world.  At the same time, it's really important that
> we see that allowing sickness, blindness, murder, and hunger to continue in
> a place where we really can use the technologies that religion not only
> reveals have been influencing our civilization since the Hanging Gardens of
> Babylon ... we have also been given a great deal of information and insight
> into the building blocks of this place--things like Artificial Intelligence
> and Virtual Reality... things that are very clearly highlighted by the
> relationship between religion and video game systems... (SON-Y, Genesis,
> NIN 10 DO) and even more highlighting in names like Kurzweil, Goertzel,
> Adonai, Shaddai, and I. J. Good.
> 
> I've written quite a bit on medium.com and in these emails, and in Time and
> Chance about what I think Heaven should be like--a huge part of that is it
> really needs to be what you think it should be like.  I have ideas that
> solve the problems I was shown, and to tell you the truth, I know they are
> the problems and solutions that have come back... like religion... to help
> us overcome--I am writing them down and sharing them, even though they
> appear to be things that are a century off... and in reality are probably
> closer to a decade away.  I would love to hear what you think Heaven should
> be like, what your Paradise is.  Not joking, most of what I am talking
> about is in "By the Force of Key Strokes" because I certainly can't created
> Heaven just by speaking words.
> 
> 
> 
> 
> This is not the "early light," it is day--don't burn it.
> <https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Ajx5d9_rrU>  Let's start this fire, I
> know *it's going to forge Heaven.*
> 
> As a status update, I do believe a wall was broken down today.  I now have
> a map that is nearly covered in little flags--showing that the last few
> messages have not only circled the globe but completely canvassed it.  I've
> had more forwards in the last day than my entire life--and that might not
> even be an exaggeration.   I know in my heart that this should be much
> bigger already, and I am really looking forward to the day when I really am
> "as embarrassed as Adam."
> 
> Breaking down this wall keeping us from freely communicating, and freely
> thinking... is the first step--and pretty much the whole battle; we are
> nearly there... does anyone have anything to say or ask?
> 
> I can "reveal" this message all day long, and know it's part of what the
> story of Jesus giving sight to the blind is about... but more than
> anything, I want you to understand that we can actually give sight to the
> blind--and that's what we need to do.
> 
> 
> -a
> 
> posted without reading, as usual.  happy Sabbath evening.  It would make me
> so happy if a discussion started, there's a mechanism to comment everywhere.
> 
> 
> 
> Our son's name is Julian, and together the true SEA of Eden's initials
> appear to mark the first month of every year, and imagine "i am why."  Et
> tu brute?  My only other real relationship was with a girl named Janet...
> and ... I'm not sure if it's light or just way too much time going "letter
> crazy."  SOL, see our light...
> 
> 
> 
> Look! Isaac is the Holy Ghost.
> 
> 
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