[nabs-l] Hello. Wanted to post something to the list.

[Dave Webster]

Yea thanks.  I think she did get scared but we had actually talked about
that.  I mean hopefully we can talk but I'm not sure.  Its gonna take some
time to get over this.  I've been going through a lot of crying spells.

-----Original Message-----
From: nabs-l [mailto:nabs-l-bounces at nfbnet.org] On Behalf Of Gloria G
Sent: Tuesday, February 12, 2013 11:55 AM
To: National Association of Blind Students mailing list
Subject: Re: [nabs-l] Hello. Wanted to post something to the list.

Hi,
I am so sorry that happened to you. You seem like a really nice guy and I
think she just got scared. Maybe after things cool off you guys can talk and
figure out what happened. Well I hope you feel better. Try doing something
that is fun for you just to get your mind off things.
----- Original Message -----
From: "Dave Webster" <dwebster125 at gmail.com>
To: "'National Association of Blind Students mailing list'" 
<nabs-l at nfbnet.org>
Sent: Tuesday, February 12, 2013 1:44 PM
Subject: [nabs-l] Hello. Wanted to post something to the list.


> Hello all.  I'm Dave.  I am not a student right now.  I have bipolar 
> and am unable to handle the stress of going to school.  I know that 
> this may be off the topic of this list but I wanted to post it anyhow.  
> I just got out of a relationship.  It was a long distance one whare 
> she lives in Michigan and I in California.  We started talking at the 
> beginning of January right after new years.  We didn't mean to but we 
> started to hit it off really really well.  About a week or so later 
> she bought plane tickets for me to come out there to Michigan to see 
> her.  If I liked it out there then I was most likely gonna stay and be 
> with her.  Right now I live in a board and care facility.  It turns 
> out that for a couple of weeks probably when she bought the tickets or 
> pretty soonn after she began having doubts and fears about the 
> relationship.  I had my doubts and had my fears as well and knew this 
> was a normal thing.  We talked about them but a few days later she 
> called the relationship off because there were some symptoms which 
> were rather minor ones that she said she couldn't handle.  It turns 
> out that she is now tomorrow going to see this guy in Colorado.  Mind 
> you she doesn't know this guy and she didn't know me either but I feel 
> like we had something.  I feel like my emotions were played with and 
> I'm really hurt.  I was just wondering if any of you who want to could 
> help me through this.  I've been going through a lot of crying spells.  
> During this time on January 10th I lost my grandma.  She was 90 and 
> had bad dementia and died in her sleep on the evening of the tenth.  
> So I am trying to work with 2 losses right after another.  Loosing my 
> grandma and loosing Terri.  Terri was someone that I could love and 
> did love and still do.  I wish she wouldn't go to Colorado.
> This guy that she's going to see has anxiety and depression as well 
> and she found him on a sight for people with mental illnesses.  Maybe 
> if any of you want to we could talk off list.  I've been going through 
> a lot of crying spells and sometimes I need help through them.  My 
> friends, which by the way I don't have a lot of I feel like they may 
> not be able to understand what's going on.  I feel like I wasn't good 
> enough for her.  I'm just really really hurt.
>
> _______________________________________________
> nabs-l mailing list
> nabs-l at nfbnet.org
> http://nfbnet.org/mailman/listinfo/nabs-l_nfbnet.org
> To unsubscribe, change your list options or get your account info for
> nabs-l:
> http://nfbnet.org/mailman/options/nabs-l_nfbnet.org/gloria.graves%40gm
> ail.com


_______________________________________________
nabs-l mailing list
nabs-l at nfbnet.org
http://nfbnet.org/mailman/listinfo/nabs-l_nfbnet.org
To unsubscribe, change your list options or get your account info for
nabs-l:
http://nfbnet.org/mailman/options/nabs-l_nfbnet.org/dwebster125%40gmail.com