[nabs-l] Hello. Wanted to post something to the list.

[Gloria G]

Hi,
I am so sorry that happened to you. You seem like a really nice guy and I 
think she just got scared. Maybe after things cool off you guys can talk and 
figure out what happened. Well I hope you feel better. Try doing something 
that is fun for you just to get your mind off things.
----- Original Message ----- 
From: "Dave Webster" <dwebster125 at gmail.com>
To: "'National Association of Blind Students mailing list'" 
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Sent: Tuesday, February 12, 2013 1:44 PM
Subject: [nabs-l] Hello. Wanted to post something to the list.


> Hello all.  I'm Dave.  I am not a student right now.  I have bipolar and 
> am
> unable to handle the stress of going to school.  I know that this may be 
> off
> the topic of this list but I wanted to post it anyhow.  I just got out of 
> a
> relationship.  It was a long distance one whare she lives in Michigan and 
> I
> in California.  We started talking at the beginning of January right after
> new years.  We didn't mean to but we started to hit it off really really
> well.  About a week or so later she bought plane tickets for me to come 
> out
> there to Michigan to see her.  If I liked it out there then I was most
> likely gonna stay and be with her.  Right now I live in a board and care
> facility.  It turns out that for a couple of weeks probably when she 
> bought
> the tickets or pretty soonn after she began having doubts and fears about
> the relationship.  I had my doubts and had my fears as well and knew this
> was a normal thing.  We talked about them but a few days later she called
> the relationship off because there were some symptoms which were rather
> minor ones that she said she couldn't handle.  It turns out that she is 
> now
> tomorrow going to see this guy in Colorado.  Mind you she doesn't know 
> this
> guy and she didn't know me either but I feel like we had something.  I 
> feel
> like my emotions were played with and I'm really hurt.  I was just 
> wondering
> if any of you who want to could help me through this.  I've been going
> through a lot of crying spells.  During this time on January 10th I lost 
> my
> grandma.  She was 90 and had bad dementia and died in her sleep on the
> evening of the tenth.  So I am trying to work with 2 losses right after
> another.  Loosing my grandma and loosing Terri.  Terri was someone that I
> could love and did love and still do.  I wish she wouldn't go to Colorado.
> This guy that she's going to see has anxiety and depression as well and 
> she
> found him on a sight for people with mental illnesses.  Maybe if any of 
> you
> want to we could talk off list.  I've been going through a lot of crying
> spells and sometimes I need help through them.  My friends, which by the 
> way
> I don't have a lot of I feel like they may not be able to understand 
> what's
> going on.  I feel like I wasn't good enough for her.  I'm just really 
> really
> hurt.
>
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