[nabs-l] Those Amazing Inspiring Blind People

Wed May 29 14:48:25 UTC 2013

Hi all,

I recently graduated from college.  The public relations people here
wanted to write an article about me because I was graduating with
honors and with a double major.  I thought, rather naively, that this
was the reason.  But no...  As you can imagine, the article was about
how amazing I was succeeding in college with honors as a blind person.

If that wasn't bad enough, at my graduation ceremony the president was
giving a speech about resilience.  In her speech, she mentioned people
who had been resilient due to circumstances in their lives that were
difficult that they had to overcome.  I was the first person
mentioned.  Then she mentioned a guy who did his entire degree online
while he was doing tures in Iraq, and finally, she described a girl
who came from a poor village in Africa to receive her education.  I
felt aweful.  Yes, I received honors and did the rare double major
with a music major, but do I deserve to be compared to those people
who faced such real hardships?  I don't think so.  Like Arielle, I've
lived a priviledged life.  All of my needs and some of my wants were
given to me.

Then I started to think about it some more.  I thought about resilence
as a blind person.  I don't think resilience is exactly what most
sighted people would expect.  For them, it's simple; we have to
overcome our blindness.  Not being able to see must be terrible, and
the fact that we have overcome something that they think
insurmountable makes us amazing.  But it's so much more than that.  I
think we do, as blind people, have to be resilient.  We face
discrimination, deal with people who think we need help, receive
questions that insult us, and, let's face it, people stare at us a
lot.  Some of these things are less bothersome than others, but it all
amounts to the same thing.  Dealing with these things makes us
resilient in a way.  I do not think this means that we are amazing,
but I do think that it gives us a different outlook on life.  Facing
the misconceptions of others causes to be resilient.

Just some random thoughts I had...  What an interesting discussion!

On 5/27/13, justin <justin.williams2 at gmail.com> wrote:
> I don't always know how to respond either; it does looks amazing when
> someone is operating in an alternative way. Even I will admit that anytime
> someone uses a different set of abilities, or a skill set which is
> unfamiliar to me, I consider them a little beyond ordinary in that
> particular context, but rarely do I think they are amazing.  While
> educating
> people and opening their minds is nice; that is something that everyone in
> their own way ought to do, it is degrading for a sighted person to assume
> that all the skills in life I have acquired are "amazing for a blind man."
> At thirty-four, I have been subjected to a variety of "inspiring moments so
> to speak.  Some of them I play along with, and some of them I don't.  After
> a while I have learn to sometimes indulge the person to see where it goes,
> and sometimes I don't.  Sometimes I use them as entertainment.  Other times
> I cut it off immediately.   Usually, I thank them, or make a joke.  It is
> good to liven those times up with humor to bring things down to a human
> level.  And then there are those times when I say absolutely nothing.
> Corinthians 1-14 was it...-----Original Message-----
> From: nabs-l [mailto:nabs-l-bounces at nfbnet.org] On Behalf Of melissa Green
> Sent: Tuesday, May 28, 2013 7:04 PM
> To: National Association of Blind Students mailing list
> Subject: Re: [nabs-l] Those Amazing Inspiring Blind People
>
> I remember that when I was in grade school.  the teachers would want to
> parade me around in front of the state people coming to observe the school.
> After they left the teacher would harp on how I was just like everyone
> else.
> I also remember having people applaud because I could walk into the music
> room and sit in my chair.
> I also remember being told that I had to be completely independent.
> No relying on others.
> It took me a while to get out of that thought process.
> When I did, my view of myself as a blind person changed as well.
> .
> I could go on and on about my childhood too.
> But I won't.
> I feel that recognition is nice, but I don't want a big fus made over me
> because of my blindness.
> When I was getting ready to go through the graduation ceremony they wanted
> to give my guide dog a diploma and put her on mine, as well as put a cap
> and
> gown on her.
> I said absolutely not!
> I would include her in my own way.
> That is what I did.
> I put my tassel on her collar and that is how I chose to do it.
> It was my choice and noone else's.
> Sincerely,
> Melissa and Pj
> "Forever is composed of nows." -Emily Dickinson facebook Melissa R Green
> Linkedin www.linkedin.com/in/melissagreen5674
> skype: lissa5674
>
> ----- Original Message -----
> From: "Arielle Silverman" <arielle71 at gmail.com>
> To: "National Association of Blind Students mailing list"
> <nabs-l at nfbnet.org>
> Sent: Tuesday, May 28, 2013 4:42 PM
> Subject: [nabs-l] Those Amazing Inspiring Blind People
>
>
> Hi all,
> I think some great points have been made here. When someone tells me I
> am amazing or inspiring or courageous or whatever, I don't like it
> because it implies a lower standard. There's always part of that
> compliment that goes unstated: "You're amazing......For a blind
> person". It's really a backhanded insult to other blind people, even
> though it may not be intended that way. Also, I don't like being told
> that I must have overcome great obstacles or that I must have great
> perseverance and passion to get to where I am today, because I don't
> think that's true. My blindness hasn't interfered much with my
> educational achievements and compared with many others my life has
> been over-privileged. When people make these assumptions I feel they
> are judging me based on blindness without knowing much else about me,
> my upbringing or anything I've done.
> I also think that the "amazing" comments are particularly tough on
> blind youth who also happen to be high achievers. It's hard to know
> how to interpret these comments and when we are truly amazing vs. just
> exceeding people's low standards. And sometimes, being an inspiration
> is just too much extra pressure when our lives are already filled with
> a lot of internal and external demands.
> When I was growing up, I got used to these accolades because my
> parents had many friends who would marvel at my accomplishments. When
> I was young I was often asked to show off my Braille reading for
> company and this just completely blew people away. Then as I grew I
> was a high achiever in school and won some awards for spelling bees
> and things like that. They deserved recognition, but probably not to
> the level that I got. One night when I was ten, I wrote down some
> musings about how I felt about blindness and dealing with sighted
> kids. My mother ran across my writing on the family computer and
> through a random string of events, what I wrote got published in our
> local paper. Then when I was eleven, a magazine editor read the
> newspaper article and was so amazed and inspired that she asked me to
> write a column for her magazine. This of course only compounded
> people's awe and amazement in what I could do, since not only was I
> blind but I was also famous. It took several years, but I eventually
> realized that I wasn't an amazing writer. I was a decent writer, but
> not particularly outstanding at it, and not good at fiction or poetry
> at all. The only reason people were so impressed with my writing was
> because I wrote about blindness and that was a topic that intrigued
> people. I had to get a lot of painful criticism on my writing before I
> eventually realized I wasn't as outstanding as those folks made me out
> to be. Around the time I came to that epiphany, I also began to resent
> all the accolades. I remember thinking, at the age of fifteen, that
> "adults always treat me like I'm five and fifty at the same time. But
> I just want to be a normal 15-year-old girl!" I felt like on one hand,
> I was being held to an impossibly high standard--expected to be an
> amazing writer, an inspiration to all--and on the other hand, held to
> an extremely low standard--expected not to be capable of basic
> independence. People would praise my writing but then worry about my
> ability to walk across a room. I just wanted to blend into the crowd
> of teenagers and gossip about boys and clothes (well, mostly just
> boys) instead.
> Then, at the end of ninth grade, I "accidentally on purpose" failed my
> algebra final and earned my first B on my report card. There were some
> problems on the final that were hard and I didn't feel like answering
> on the last day of school, so I skipped them. I didn't intend to
> fail--I think I just got a little overconfident about my ability to
> earn straight A's. But I also wonder if on a less conscious level, I
> bombed the test so I could prove to myself and others that I was a
> human being and I was capable of screwing up--and not always an
> inspiration. Just a week before that final exam, I remember my algebra
> teacher admitting that he had doubted my ability to pass his class at
> the beginning of the year, but that he was totally impressed with my
> performance. I remember being angry at him for assuming I wouldn't
> succeed in his class just because I was blind. And so perhaps,
> ironically, I failed his test to try to show him I wasn't amazing, I
> wasn't a superhero, I was just a normal teenager doing the best I
> could to succeed in school.
> OK, enough rambling about my childhood, but I do think that the
> unnecessary recognition we get from the public can be just as damaging
> as true discrimination, especially when we are young and trying to
> figure out where our true talents are. None of us should be forced
> into the position of inspiring others. As first-class citizens, we
> have the right to achieve at the level we wish to achieve at, and we
> have a right to accurate feedback about how well we're doing at
> something. Fortunately, as others have stated, there are sighted folks
> with high expectations who are willing to hold us up to rigorous
> standards and to give us a true picture of our strengths and
> weaknesses.
> Best,
> Arielle
>
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-- 
Julie McG
National Association of Guide dog Users board member,  National
Federation of the Blind performing arts division secretary,
Missouri Association of Guide dog Users President,
and Guiding Eyes for the Blind graduate 2008
"For God so loved the world that he gave his only Son, so that
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