[nagdu] could have, would have, should have

[keri]

What school did this dog come from?
keri

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----- Original Message ----- 
From: "DJS" <falcoisking at comcast.net>
To: "NAGDU Mailing List" <nagdu at nfbnet.org>
Sent: Sunday, February 26, 2012 3:16 PM
Subject: [nagdu] could have, would have, should have


> Hello all,
>
>
>
> I don't know if some of you remember me, but I was a participant in the 
> list
> about 3 years ago. I had the guide dog, Scout. He was the one who ran me
> into my pond, crashed me into the grocery cart and busted my tooth, etc.
>
> I had 2 trainers out from the school to work with me, but his behavior 
> never
> really got above about a "c". I still kept working with him, because I 
> just
> loved him so much, and he was such a loving dog.
>
> I always looked past running into an occasional doorway, or a post here 
> and
> there.
>
> The final straw came last month when we were walking and a truck backed 
> out
> of a driveway on a very busy street and knocked us both out into the 
> street.
> The dog suffered no injuries thank goodness, but I suffered a concussion 
> and
> several bruised ribs.
>
> As usual, he was not paying attention to what he was doing.
>
> To make a long story short, the school came and career changed him about 2
> weeks ago.
>
> I am pretty much devastated.
>
> I know, and most of you at the time I got him, told me I should return 
> him,
> but did I listen? NO.
>
> I so wish I had. I feel I have wasted so long a time. I really thought I
> could make it work.
>
> The trainers kept telling me to work on different techniques, and I did. I
> wanted it to work so badly. Of course when they picked him up, they told 
> me
> it was a total mis-match from the beginning, and that I should never have
> left the school with that dog.
>
> A lot of good that does now - over 3 and a half years later.
>
>
>
> This has been such a bad experience from the beginning, I don't know if I
> will ever want to go through the experience again.
>
>
>
> I guess I am looking for some words of wisdom from you guys, and some help
> to go through this grief I am feeling at losing my best friend, even 
> though
> he was not the best guide dog.
>
>
>
> You can be critical of me too, just please not to hard just yet, because I
> am so sad.  I only wish I knew then what I know now.
>
>
>
> Thanks for any support.
>
>
>
> Daniel
>
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