[NFBV-Announce] How Silver BELLS Led Me From Fear To Freedom

[Joe Orozco]

I thought the membership would enjoy reading this article by a member of the
Richmond session of the Silver BELLS program. You've previously been asked
to financially support our endeavors here, so it only makes sense that you
know how the program has impacted the beneficiaries.

The article follows:

 

How Silver BELLS Led Me From Fear To Freedom

By Debra Hill

 

I lost my sight completely over seven years ago due to complications from
diabetes type 2. I have had many years, therefore, to adjust to the
tremendous changes blindness has brought to my life. With the daily support
of my husband and the helpful interventions of my family and friends, I
thought I had settled into a safe, well-organized and secure life.

As I listened to the Zoom meeting about the National Federation of the
Blind's new program, Silver BELLS, I began to feel an uneasy fluttering of
butterflies in my stomach and nervous tingling in my palms.  I heard the
encouraging words of the instructors as they spoke of the upcoming Silver
BELLS weekend in Richmond, Virginia. My heart beat a little faster as they
spoke of the various training programs that would be offered to attendees.

I asked myself, why did I need to learn all that when I so conveniently had
my friends and family literally at my beck and call? My husband reads my
emails and writes down what I need to remember. I haven't cooked for years
and Door Dash knows my home address by heart. Braille sounds much too
complicated, like learning a foreign language, and I stopped using my cane
years ago, since it is far easier to hold onto a willing elbow and have a
human guide warn me about obstacles ahead.

Suddenly it dawned on me that the comfortable life I had created for myself
actually had become a life of dependency, not independence. I can now see
that sometimes I unfairly took advantage of the kindness and support of my
friends and family while limiting my own knowledge and personal growth.
Perhaps it was time for me to face my fears and trust that I can challenge
myself to live the life I want to live.

Sitting in the passenger seat as my husband drove 30 minutes from our home
in Richmond, Virginia to the Hyatt Hotel in Short Pump, Virginia, I breathed
a deep sigh of relief. I was proud that I had decided to face the challenges
of this four-day weekend. However, I was reassured that everything would be
done to make this a great experience for all the participants. 

The Silver BELLS weekend from beginning to end provided a welcome
atmosphere, a supportive learning environment and community bonding. The 16
participants were divided into four intimate teams of four persons.  I was
amazed to hear about the diverse careers, family structures and hobbies and
learning goals of my group members. I met six women who, like myself, loved
to sing gospel music. By the last day, we had formed a choir we fondly named
"The Silver BELLS Singers". I could have never imagined that this Silver
BELLS program would bring so many new friends into my life.

Each day of the Silver BELLS weekend was packed full from early morning to
evening with skills building courses and times to mingle with staff and
participants over meals. The four training classes covered techniques for
using the white cane, communicating with Braille and other devices, safe
cooking skills and phone and computer technology tools.

Every instructor enthusiastically presented a ton of information and
patiently answered questions. Although there were some technical
difficulties, particularly during computer-related demonstrations, the
teachers remained in good humor and assured everyone that they would be
sending follow-up emails covering all the information that was shared in
each class. By the end of each lively day, I was happily exhausted and fell
asleep before my head hit my pillow.

 As my husband and I said our goodbyes to everyone on the last day, I
reflected on what I had experienced over the weekend. I was so thankful to
all the staff who had encouraged me to face my fear. I learned that there
are so many tasks that I can do on my own. As a singer and writer, I look
forward to using voiceover on my iPhone and reading programs on my computer.
As for me, for now I think I will stay away from sharp knives in the
kitchen, but I can help with cleaning counters, measuring, pouring, stirring
and using the microwave. Amazingly, I picked up Braille concepts very
quickly and discovered it is a language I can learn. Finally, I am
determined to practice, practice, practice using my white cane as I have
learned to accept it as an extremely valuable aid to help me navigate safely
and efficiently in the world.

I courageously look to the future, having become a new member of the
National Federation of the Blind. I will continue this life's journey toward
greater independence with new friends and resources.

 

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