[stylist] A deafbling girl (chapter 2)
James Canaday M.A. N6YR
n6yr at sunflower.com
Sun Sep 6 04:12:22 UTC 2009
Helene,
I was thinking about your book during my long walk with my dog this
afternoon.
I like your writing, it is engaging and vivid. in fact, sometimes it
seems likt it could use a little scene and landscape just to pace it
a little, it moves so flat-out. but that's not such a bad thing.
my major comment is this: "a defblind girl" as a title? I also like
shorter titles. but perhaps a title more tied to the magic, or the
emotional struggles in the story would fit better and would better
identify your story.
I do not like long titles like: "Upon the upside of the towering rock
in the town square, or: how I lost my sense of innocence and became
an adult in the 20th century upon my 21st birthday in an accident ..."
I was required to make my masters thesis title far clugier than I
wanted. I think its maybe fourteen words long!
anyway, keep the simplicity of the title, but perhaps closer to the
characters or the story?
reads very well Helene!
oh, I think "snuck" might be better in that one place than "sneaked."
jc
Jim Canaday M.A.
Lawrence, KS
At 03:49 PM 9/5/2009, you wrote:
>Chapter 2
>First memories by Nadia Murat (1989)
>
>Where has Aunt Liza got to? She should be here by now, but she wasn't.
>I lay huddled on my bedroom floor, feeling more anxious by the minute.
>A wet and slightly abrasive tongue licks my face. It was Bella the
>Growlin Shepherd, a failed police dog who slept on the bottom bunk.
>I let her continue to lick my face. Then I wrapped my arms around her
>large furry neck.
>We were in a large spacious room full of toys and picture books. I
>had a bunk bed that I shared with Bella. She had the bottom bunk and I
>slept in the top.
> We had been expecting Liza to arrive soon after my babysitter left
>for the day, only she left hours ago. Where on earth could my aunt
>have got to?
>My anxiety rose as the sun stopped shining from my small slit of a
>bedroom window. We began to get very anxious.
>My aunt did not come back that night.
>Instead the dragon came. He was about twelve foot long and four foot
>high. His beautiful copper coloured skin had a lovely smooth texture
>to it. I usually loved to stroke him, but today I was too worried
>about my aunt's failure to arrive.
>"I want my auntie. Where is she?" I demanded, stamping my foot.
>Suddenly, an image of Liza flashed into my mind. The image came from
>the Dragon who was communicating to me using Dramic, which is a
>telepathic language via words and images.
>In this image I saw Liza in a whitewashed hallway full of sick people.
> She was lying down in a sort of large trolley. There was something
>wrong with her legs, which were at an odd angle. She seemed to be in
>a lot of pain. I recognised that place. I'd been there before but I
>couldn't remember when. I just remembered that it smelt strongly of
>disinfectant and the well lit waiting room lights had hurt my eyes.
>I next visualized a bowl of dog food.
>"I can't eat that," I protested in sign language.
>I visualized a little girl with an empty bowl. The message ended with
>a question mark.
>"Ice-cream, candy and a large packet of cookies," I told him. This
>was not my usual diet but the dragon didn't seem to know this. He
>came back with the food I had asked for. I shared the rest of the
>cookies with Bella after she had finished her dog food.
>The food distracted me for a short while, but once it had been eaten
>my anxiety returned with renewed force. What was wrong with my aunt's
>legs? Would she ever be ok again? I was unable to get to sleep so I
>began to pace from my bedroom to the toilet and back. My stomach felt
>very delicate. I ended up returning most of the food that the dragon
>had brought me in the toilet, which fortunately was next door to my
>bedroom.
>What would I do if Aunt Liza never came back? Even Bella's furry form
>was unable to pacify me for long.
>
> *** *** ***
>
>I woke to feel a scaly hand nudging me, handing me my aphakic glasses
>which I wore firmly attached to my head by an elastic strap. Another
>large scaly hand wrapped itself around my chest, tugging me towards
>him. At that point I began to rise. I looked up to see a large pair
>of wings moving back and forth towards the ceiling. The dragon took
>me out of the door to the living room. Like most doors in homes owned
>by dragons, it was situated on the ceiling.
>To my great relief, the dragon dropped me onto the thick green carpet,
>in front of Aunt Liza. She had returned at last.
>I picked myself up, rushing to hug my aunt, who sat propped up with
>various cushions on the floor. Both her legs were covered with a
>couple of large white plaster casts.
> Aunt Liza is very pretty, with light grey skin and long black curly
>hair like mine. She wore a loose red dress. Around her neck she had
>a black cylinder shape called a Monocular. She used it to help her
>see.
>Today there was an anxious look in her dark brown eyes. She put on a
>bright smile when she saw me, but it did not stay on her face for
>long.
>"I was so worried about you last night," I complained using Darthrilan
>sign language.
>"Sorry Nadia. Yesterday I did my parachute training. Unfortunately I
>messed up on the landing. If you fetch me one of your picture books I
>will read to you."
> "I don't want you to read from a picture book today. I want you to
>tell me a real live story..."
>My aunt gave an exasperated sigh. She sat motionless for a few
>minutes, deep in thought.
>"Ok, I'll tell you a story then. I'll tell you how you came here in
>the first place."
>"Wasn't I born here?"
>"No, you weren't. You were born in a hospital somewhere in Darthrila.
> I forget which one, but after that your mother took you back to
>Nazdonia with her. You lived there until your triplet sisters were
>born. I took care of you while your mother was in hospital. After
>that I felt it necessary to rescue you"
>"Why did you do that?"
>"Your mother is a wicked witch. You weren't being properly cared for
>and she was forever hitting you and your sister, even then"
>"Just one sister? I thought you said there were triplets?"
>"That's right, but the other two triplets were being cared for by
>other relatives as your mother didn't want them around. Anyway your
>sister died after your mother shook her. Unfortunately your mother
>insisted on keeping you with her, and your father wasn't man enough to
>protect you from her, so I had to do something about it"
>"How?"
>"You were in Darthrila at the time. You were having your cochlear
>implant. Normally when you have a cochlear implant you don't get to
>stay in hospital for so long as you did. When I had my cochlear
>implant, I only stayed overnight and went back home the following
>morning.
>"However, you were very small and malnourished with a lot of
>suspicious looking bruising. The audiologists considered your home
>life in Nazdonia too unhealthy to recover in. They were very
>concerned about your mother's behaviour. So you stayed in the
>children's ward for several weeks.
>"Your mother expected you to hear normally straight after you were
>implanted. When you obviously couldn't, she got very angry, demanding
>a full refund. She put the painful curse on several of the hospital
>staff, and even threatened to curse their whole family if they didn't
>pay up. In the end she had to be dragged away by the police. They
>tried to press charges for harassment, but unfortunately your mother
>has connections. My aunt Beria is the chief police officer. Another
>police officer is your mother's sister-in-law, P.C. Rickshaw. Beria
>and P.C. Rickshaw let family ties interfere with justice. The staff
>at the hospital felt they had a very raw deal.
> "So they were more then willing to help me get you away from your
>mothers clutches. Even without the bribe that I offered them. They
>lied to your mother about your activation day"
>"What's that mean?"
>"That's the day your cochlear implant gets switched on. They have to
>let your head heal first before they can expose you to sound. That's
>when you first start to hear. Anyway they pretended your activation
>day was a week later then it actually was. A nurse sneaked you out
>of the hospital. She even helped me to board you onto Talmon's back
>after you had been activated. So I flew you here.
>"Of course mother soon found out what had happened. Luckily Talmon
>was with me. Talmon picked her up in his sharp claws and dropped her
>into the sea. The next time she paid us a visit Talmon kept blowing
>jets of flames at her, until she agreed to leave our property..."
>"She didn't get burnt?"
>"No, she is a powerful witch, so she could put up a shielding charm,
>to protect her body from the flames. She has never been back with
>Talmon guarding us, but I sense her waiting, biding her time to
>strike, when Talmon is not around.
>"Now that will have to do for a story today. I'm very tired. I didn't
>sleep too well in the hospital bed. I was too worried about how you
>and Talmon would cope without me. Another thing, Talmon now knows
>what human children eat, so you won't get away with omitting the salad
>again."
>
>
> *** *** ***
>
>
>Aunt Liza spent a lot of time with me, while her legs were on the
>mend. She would read to me from picture books that all seemed to
>feature flying children. We would sit on the luxuriously thick
>green carpet together. Dragon living quarters are very spacious
>affairs. The room was the size of a large hall. The walls were lined
>with large metal shelves. The ceiling was so high that it was out of
>my range of vision, and so were most of the top shelves. Aunt Liza
>told me that there were several hooks on the ceiling where things were
>suspended from, including a giant hammock, where Liza and the dragon
>sometimes lay together.
> I would be scribbling all over Liza's plaster casts when Talmon
>came to sit right next to us on the carpet. He watched Liza
>intently, through half-closed yellow eyes. His hands would reach out
>and stroke my aunt's long curly black hair. His hands were very
>similar to human hands except for the scales. His legs were short
>and stubby with sharp claws at the end of his feet. Liza regularly
>spent time trimming his claws. He had large bat-like wings that he
>often stretched, creating a light breeze against my face. When fully
>stretched out his wings were twice as long as his body. I used to
>peer inquisitively at him, reaching out and stroking his beautiful
>shiny back. Aunt Liza would gaze adoringly at him.
>At that point Bella would often remind us of her presence by pawing at
>us. So I stroked her as well. I was so happy when we were all
>together like this.
>
> *** *** ***
>
>At other times my aunt would insist on speaking to me while using a
>system that involved special hand movements called cued speech. I
>would have to peer into her face in order to read her lips.
> "I've been told not to use any sign language with you. Beria says
>you don't need sign language with your cochlear implant. She wants
>you to just rely on your cochlear implant to hear with. What does she
>know about it anyway? She doesn't wear a cochlear implant, like we
>do."
>"Who's Beria?" I asked, thinking the name sounded familiar. I decided
>then and there that I didn't like Beria at all.
>"She's my aunt, and her dragon is friends with Talmon. She's got a
>deafblind mother who doesn't use sign language, so she assumes the
>rest of us shouldn't use it either. I am going to show them all how
>well you can do, with both systems. You are not going to have to
>strain to lip read and decipher cued speech all the time like I was
>put through."
>"I thought you said your Nanny was Deaf and used sign language?"
>"Yes, that's right. Talmon found Shania for me. She is part of a big
>deaf community in Nassoli where I used to live. In Nassoli everyone
>signs. I could sign fluently and I was fully literate.
>Unfortunately Beria didn't think much of my speech. She said I
>wouldn't ever amount to much unless I was taken away from that signing
>environment. She persuaded Talmon to have me taught orally at Druzil
>School for the Deaf and the Blind.
>"Lip-reading is all very well but it involves a lot of guess work.
>Especially since I was born profoundly deaf and didn't get a cochlear
>implant until I was eighteen as they didn't exist while I was growing
>up. Even now with my cochlear implant, I still need to lip read.
>There are also times when I have to remove the speech processor to
>stop it getting damaged, like when I do my parachute training. I
>find the instructions too hard to understand when I'm trying to
>decipher their lip patterns. I get so lost that they may as well be
>using a foreign language. No wonder I got the instructions wrong and
>end up in hospital with two broken legs"
>
> *** *** **
>
>
>In the early hours of the morning Aunt Liza shook me awake. She gave
>me some clothes and my hearing devices to wear. I then had to climb
>down a ladder into the basement where most of the dogs lived.
>"Beauty, Bramble and Beans aren't quite as soft as Bella," my aunt
>signed, "Bella's exceptionally good with children, which is why I
>trust her to spend so much time in your company. They can be trusted
>but I would rather you kept your distance. Don't try to hug or
>cuddle them and they should be okay. I've had Beauty for a long
>time. She's quite old now. The others are all failed police dogs.
>Bella, Bramble and Beans failed because they were too soft. It's not
>what they are looking for in a police dog. My other three are more
>aggressive. I'm keeping you out of their way until you are older. I
>had another dog when I was younger, but your mother set fire to her."
>"Why did she do that?" I asked. I was quite horrified at the idea.
>"Because she's a cruel hearted monster, that's why. Let's go."
> Like most homes in Darthrila, the main entrance was situated on the roof.
> There was a second way out through a dog flap and down a narrow
>tunnel in the basement, which the dogs and I used to crawl through.
>This led to an outdoor dog run. I could see nothing at all in the
>darkness outside. I took a few careful steps forward. My
>outstretched hand reached a wire mesh fence. I trailed my hand along
>the fence until I could feel the wrought iron gate. I sniffed the
>smells from the nearby beach, while I waited for Liza to get there.
>Normally the sea air delighted me, but today I felt sad, thinking
>about the poor murdered dog.
>Aunt Liza was too big to get out of the dog flap. She used to abseil
>down from the roof instead.
>I felt a sense of relief when Liza's hand touched mine. When Aunt
>Liza had told me about my mother burning Liza's dog it reminded me of
>the other story, about how I had needed to be rescued. The more I
>thought about it, the more fretful I became.
>As Liza opened the gate, I felt several furry bodies squeezing past
>me. Liza said something I didn't hear, because of the sound of
>seagulls and the crashing of waves. Then the dogs started barking.
>"Could you please repeat that," I asked, reaching for her hands so I
>could feel what she was signing.
>"I was talking to the dogs. What's the matter Nadia?" Liza said. As
>it was so dark she was using tactile sign language. A system where I
>lightly touched her hands while she signed, so I could feel what she
>was signing to me.
>"You said mother set fire to one of your dogs. Would she set fire to me too?"
>"She won't get the chance, while you are here with me. You are safe
>right now; Talmon is watching us from the roof. He's guarding us..."
>I hoped my aunt was right.
>"What if she set fire to Talmon?"
>"Killing a dragon is a capital offence in Darthrila. The police would
>come and execute her. Even Beria's influence wouldn't help for an
>offence as serious as that. There would be one wicked witch less in
>the world. Wouldn't that be great?"
>We both held on to a dog each. They led us for a walk along the sandy
>beach, which was not far from where we lived. I could feel the cold
>wet sand under my bare feet.
>"Quick! Get under this blanket. I think I can hear someone coming" My
>aunt signed. I felt my aunt's hands shake as she signed in frantic
>jerky movements.
>"I thought you said Talmon..."
>"Never mind Talmon, you could be dead by the time he gets to us" she
>told me. She grabbed me in quivering hands, and pushed me under a
>coarse blanket which smelt strongly of dogs. I sensed her fear as we
>waited for whoever it was to leave.
>
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