[Diabetes-Talk] Somebody ground me, please?

[Veronica Elsea]

Well, writing my post in response to Doula kind of calmed me down a bit but
I don't know what else to do here. It's either spit out a bunch of bad
regrettable language or cry and beg for hugs or something. Today I paid a
visit to my local pharmacy only to discover that my insurance arbitrarily
decided to cut my monthly insulin allowance by a third. No warning. No
nothing to or through my endo. Nothing. Heck, I just got all of this
authorized in October. The pharmacy said they just do stuff like this
because it's January. Somebody answer this. Why in the world do we even have
doctors any more? I told all of you about my fights over my rheumatoid
arthritis injectable drug, 3.92 doses indeed! I had a horrible doctor's
appointment this week where all he did was yell at me about what a victim he
was and how they go above and beyond for me. All I do with my endo is work
on the next batch of forms for someone. It probably isn't helping me that I
can't shake this sinus infection and with no good echo location, I smacked
my head but good the other day, but somehow, after the three-hour battle
with Dexcom yesterday which resulted in nothing, then to run into this
today, I'm just exhausted. Obviously I don't really mean this, but standing
there in the pharmacy, I felt this momentary flash of anger that almost made
me feel like, well I'll show you and just not take any of it! Like I said,
that's obviously not my plan, but I sure feel like nobody gives a blankity
blank about me the person right now. I don't understand why such a well-off
country seems so bent on killing off its citizens who pay the taxes.
Anyway, I know you guys don't have magic beans or instant answers, but I
just had to rant somewhere in the hopes that I can put this down and get
something done with my afternoon. Thanks so much for listening.
Veronica


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