[Faith-talk] forgiveness Re: developmental delay among the blind

[RJ Sandefur]

I have an actual developmentel disability. I have CP as well as this thing 
where I am not able to add in my head. RJ
----- Original Message ----- 
From: "Debby Phillips via Faith-talk" <faith-talk at nfbnet.org>
To: "Vejas Vasiliauskas" <alpineimagination at gmail.com>; "Faith-talk,for the 
discussion of faith and religion" <faith-talk at nfbnet.org>; 
<maureensmusic at comcast.net>; <faith-talk at nfbnet.org>
Sent: Thursday, January 01, 2015 1:00 AM
Subject: Re: [Faith-talk] forgiveness Re: developmental delay among the 
blind


> First of all, I like how you said that it's okay to feel sorry for 
> yourself, but not too much.  That's great!
>
> I think forgiving the person who did bad stuff to me is, and has been the 
> hardest thing in my life, or at least one of them.  And I'm not even sure 
> I've done it.  I don't want to ever see him again, I wouldn't trust him 
> ever, and have warned others that they shouldn't.  But I have made 
> progress.  I used to wish that he would die a painful death.  (I'm not 
> joking).  I don't wish that anymore, and the other day I thought, I need 
> to pray that he has an encounter with Christ.  Not like at death or 
> whatever, but soon while he can repent and be baptized.
>
> I know what it means to have God's forgiveness, but God forgets our sins 
> and I don't have that ability.  So wow, maybe I haven't totally forgiven. 
> Sigh.  He just keeps invading my life, and I just don't want him to be 
> part of it at all.    Blessings,    Debby and Neena
>
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