[nagdu] Update on Destiny/Hard decision

[Janice Toothman]

First, I want to clarify a statement in my earlier post regarding 
Destiny's assessment. Although the neurologist said that a brain MRI and 
spinal tap were needed, I refused these procedures for three reasons. 
First, the cost of these procedures would be very expensive and 
difficult to afford on my disability income. Second, the risk 
probability of finding anything abnormal was low and if a brain tumor 
was found; then there was not much one could do anyways for her. Third, 
the use of anesthesia was risk to Destiny which I did not want to put 
her through when it did not appear to be life threatening situation.

I know God had a plan for Destiny and me and I can be assured of His 
compassion and mercy in whatever decision I make.
Janice
On 7/23/2012 6:56 PM, Shanna wrote:
> Hi Janice,
>
> My prayers and thoughts are with you as you struggle with this 
> decision. I understand how difficult it is to retire a dog, but when 
> the potential exists for them to perhaps still work without problems, 
> it's even harder. Please keep us posted on what you decide.
>
> Wishing you and Destiny all the best,
> Shanna
>
> -----Original Message----- From: Janice Toothman
> Sent: Monday, July 23, 2012 4:08 PM
> To: NAGDU Mailing List, the National Association of Guide Dog Users
> Subject: [nagdu] Update on Destiny/Hard decision
>
> Last week I took Destiny to a neurologist. His wife was a puppy raiser
> so he knew about service animal requirements. The neurological exam was
> normal. He said to make definitive diagnosis of idiopathic epilepsy
> would be to have a brain MRI and spinal tap. This would rule out a brain
> tumor or infection as a cause for the seizure. However, these exams
> involve anesthesia and some risk. He felt the likelihood of finding
> anything abnormal given her normal neurological exam to be low.
>
> At this point, Destiny has not had any new seizures since the
> convention. Yet I have GDF and a neurologist not associated with the
> school recommending that I retire Destiny for safety reasons.
>
> I understand this intellectually. But Destiny is 6 years old. I had
> expected hoped to work her until I finished my studies in two years and
> secured employment. Although I know that plans can go often awry
> unexpectedly, I have learn adaptation is the key to withstanding life's
> upheavals.
>
> The bottom line is my decision about when to retire Destiny. Even though
> I have doubts about the possibility of if and when she might have
> another seizure. But the worry of a potential seizure looming on the
> horizon has already affected our working relationship.
> Thanks for listening and bearing with me since I don't post much. I
> appreciate your support.
>
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